Girl — those fears are more realistic than any horror movie in my life. Especially the fear of failure and the fear of not fulfilling the “American Dream” FOR my parents. I must say though — you REALLY know how to reset yourself. From what I’ve seen, in the times that you neglect to interact socially it’s because your doing real self-investment and taking that time to reset. Now I know it’s to push past that fear. That’s inspirational.