You are an able-bodied young woman who speaks English, holds a U.S. citizenship and had the privilege of receiving a college education and living in one of the most profitable sectors in one of the active business centers of the world. Could you please take down the link to your Venmo account? This is embarrassing.
I’m going to be brutally honest. You do in fact, like many others have pointed out, sound like a stereotypical, entitled, and whiny millennial. The reason why you were/are in the predicament you are now is because you put yourself there. You made poor financial decisions because you wanted to live in a fancy apartment that you could not afford.