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Ever have a moment where all of a sudden, it feels like all the blood is draining out of your head and your body feels limp?

I guess I should have eaten dinner. I don’t know why I didn’t today. All I know is that I have been doing a horrible job taking caring of my body for the past couple of weeks.

The every day has been feeling blurry as of late. It feels as though my memories have become fragmented into a hundred pieces, and it has become difficult for me to piece them together. Many things have occurred on and off this month. More commitments, more responsibilities. Less self-consciousness, less energy.

Now comes a point where I’m too tired to focus my mind on this post. Today was a blur, and so will tomorrow. My actions, my words, my thoughts, my emotions — potentially all irrelevant and meaningless. All a blur.

Blur, blur, blur.