peter pan is dead

Because I was cold, I yearned for warmth
Because I was worn down, I wanted to be beautiful
That was the only reason — but what is it with you mocking me 
saying that’s not who I am
I am still waiting
I am dreaming
Because I didn’t want to be like you, rotten and still
Because I still wanted to feel alive, that’s why
I’m dreaming
I’m dreaming
Because I was closed off, I wished to be opened up
Because I was shut in, I wanted to be free
That was the only reason—but why do you look at me like I’m a freak
aren’t you the one who’s sick?
I am still waiting
I am dreaming
Because I didn’t want to be like you, rotten and still
Because I wanted to still feel alive, so
I am still waiting
I am dreaming
Because I wanted to still feel alive, so
Keep on dreaming boy, keep on dreaming boy
Someday, you’ll be fine, someday, you will shine
Someday you’ll be loved, someday you will smile