Fit in

I always find it difficult to fit in with new people, and truly I don’t know why, as I consider myself funny, easy to talked to person, I speak languages and my intellect is in the norms if it’s not beyond

I chose my friends carefully, but I’m not judgmental and I don’t like to push back when someone is seeking my friendship

Recently I met two people in a university class, and frankly I was very much found of them, they were smart, well educated and looked like a nice people,

We shared the same road so it was kind of inevitable that we bend in as freinds or at least road bodys

Today after classes in my way to the bus they walked across me and nod like they don’t want to engage in a conversation, but I just walked by there side and started asking questions stupid question just to break the fucking ace, but I was the only one asking and in the train the humiliation continue as they look busy in there phones while I was digging for some conversation without getting a proper respond

Fuck it the old me will say they don’t deserve you, but I don’t want to feel awkward walking alone everyday home so what should I do, what would you do