Thoughts #1

I gave up happiness and stability for a whole load of madness that I’d rather invest my time and energy in. I want to be able to say that did it all before it was too late. That I caught enough sunrises, sunsets, seen enough of the world; the good, the bad, the ugly that I understand a multitude of things and the different sides of people.

I constantly remind myself that it was somewhat worth it, that one day I’d look back at the treasure trove of experiences, life lessons, memories and know that I’ve lived to the fullest.

I keep reminding myself that I gave it all up because I wanted more to life than your love. Then again, it was you that truly mattered and I will always miss you because I know I am unable to have you. That ship has set sailed.