Rotten Journal #1

Let’s start from the beginning.

So, some of you must have watched American Sniper movie, adapted from a novel with the same name. The movie is really great. It’s a story about an American soldier dealing from the war trauma. When he come home, he can’t rest easy. The news about war always made him on the edge of his seat. He went to the battlefield again, and back home again. But still, he’s dealing with the same problem. In the end, he took a medication in form of sharing with a group of people which is having the same problem with him. But it turns out he killed himself. It’s based on a true story.

Have you ever feeling the same thing? Not exactly the same thing like the movie, but the feeling of uneasy when you rest. The works can’t get out of your head. It will keep stirring your head unless you’re working. The feeling that you have to be always on your workplace. Not because you didn’t trust your friends at work (if the work’s some kind of group project), but you’re feeling like you have to.

You can’t sleep because you keep thinking about it. You’re at home now, enjoying your holiday, but you keep thinking about your works. Well, it sounds weird because I can’t explain them well. I’m feeling exactly the same way. My head is full, and I’m still can’t help it.