Since I’m mentioning “PUA” lingo, you’re probably just going to brush this aside since you’re not evolved enough yet. However, in the remote chance you’re a good seed and want to improve yourself, I’d like to tell you some information.
“Oneitis” is what you’re experiencing. 10 years ago I went through the same thing.
I also had a painful outcome to it. It broke me into a million pieces. I was in emotional agony for months.
Today, I don’t think about the girl and even find her unattractive.
Tomorrow is another day.
There’s whole communities online that experienced similar feelings to you. You probably won’t be ready for another few months — but when you wake out of the stupor — www.reddit.com/r/theredpill