I’m about to run out of sanctioned roaming data on my phone so hopefully there’s enough left to post this aaaaaahhhhhh, but I go back and forth between thinking I have some mental anxiety ish and then thinking wtf stress is stressful and this shit is stressful so there! I’m supremely disappointed in the lack of knowledge about our brains (encouraged by research but damn. We’re so late to the psychology as science reality. What the actual hell) and I get frustrated that there isn’t some obvious oh you have this response to me. Like oh you have a cold. WHAT THE HELL 2016. But then I’m fine for a long time and I forget that every once in awhile I debate going on more hardcore drugs. Wheeeeeeeee ok phone’s about to die. I’ll be over here in the farming fields of NY. screaming. Big hugs! Bye.