That sounds like me on the regular, so it makes perfect sense to me. 😂 I think sometimes I get super tied to how easily a situation could be near flawless if people could just refrain from being dicks and then I spiral bc helplessness amplified by the close taunt of something amazing that may never happen = giant monsoon of angst. Plus then I try to be helpful and sometimes I fuck it up and make it worse, so that’s always fun. YAY ADULTING. but, I’m clinging to my peeps on here now (which why I just screeched at you not to leave hi) and I think even just acknowledging them has helped me get my bearings? Maybe? Gah.