Yeah, I had consecutive panic attacks when we bought our house. At least you’re aware of the potential adulting overload!! I wasn’t. I was all skippy blithe about it until POOF drooling on myself during an audition. Yay! Oh and oops not sleeping for a week bc whatever fuck you brain.

Buuuuut buying was the best thing for us, in so many ways! (Space, money into ownership rather than rent, privacy, weird misplaced pride in things like a working fireplace or ceiling trim…) DP was tricky but we did a government one that was super low, like less than 5% I think. ??? I have to ask hubs. I think there are a lot of new options for new buyers out and about now? Plus, looking at houses is crazy fun (or, it was as long as I pretended we could afford everything no problem and refrained from having a sobbing festival in the middle of the newly redone wood floors). Shhhhhh fuck I’m probably making it worse. Shhh kitchen.