You Are a Collection of Your Experiences

Stumble upon a moment. Yes stumble is the right word S-tumble. But just so you know it’s not Istanbul. Anyway the writer block is broken and now the horizons are wide open. Just like wifi what is that? Why is freaking internet driving you crazy? So I’m making a merit to get started here but it looks like the wheels are spinning in place. That’s not too bad a lot of people are doing this exercise all their life. It is comforting. It looks and feels like you are moving. You do the work, go through the motions wig your tail and all the other necessary things resembling movement. But…

This is the test, you look out of the window and the scenery is the same for 25 years. You know you are sitting still. The parts are worn out. The tires are bold. The suspension is squiking. The lights are deem. But you are at the same street looking at the “same old same old” street lights. Well you can do several things about that. You can get depressed, and go push the car of a cliff. Not recommended by the way. Here is a better idea; Change cars. Now I know I’m getting you confused and speaking in metaphors. Here is the deal. Yes changing the car is easy and they will even give you a interest free loan in some case etc. But here we are speaking about your life. Your life is centered rigid inflexible and you are not willing to change even if I put a AK-45 to your forehead. Then what? Should you just give up and miss the opportunity to have new and exciting experiences? It all depends. How hungry are you. Are you satisfied with what you’ve got. I’m not speaking about money here. I’m talking about life experiences. You are made of the collection of your experiences. Just one new one can change your life forever. Now I know you are thinking trains plains and cars direction, other countries and continents. But this is not always the case. The greatest change is usually influenced by people and people are everywhere. Just coexisting with people requires for you to give up on some of your ideas thoughts and desires. Introspection and awareness is a way to do a self audit. Catch yourself in the most bassare of a situation and see how you react to it. Look at it from the side just as you are hovering around and sneaking on yourself. If you feel comfortable after observing your reaction you are cool. If you are like “I behave and look like a idiot,” there is a room for improvement. A lot of times reactions that seems natural to us are awkward and unnecessary. You will never know it, until you check yourself from the corner of the room. This exercise will lead to truth and truth will cause you to be better and feel better. So spin not but move and ware not but grow, the ultimate of all is live, love and be all you can be and be, for you and for others that journey with you!