I can relate to what you say about social difficulties. I have tried and tried, but it ends badly. It would be nice to have friends, people who would call and say “Hey, would you like to get together this Saturday?” That’s not going to happen, not for me. I started losing friends around the time they all started going on about having babies. I was so not interested in their boring cervix stories. The only time most American women ever use the word “centimeters” is in reference to their cervix. Boring.
It’s hard being different.
Hooray for us, surviving despite all the rejection!