I was heartbroken Before I can even Begin to remember. Sins left unspoken, Hidden deep under. Thoughts even deeper, Rumbling like far off Roaring thunder. A weekend of camping, Start of hidden sorrow, Where the breaking Of a soul Can actually be heard, Like a howl From the hounds of hell. Didn’t want to remember, Yet needed to see, For the sake of my sanity. My life… A study in tenacity.

We tiptoed around it, Just another skeleton Needing to be put Into the closet. Another pile of dirt To be swept under the rug. Keep it quiet So no one knows. We don’t speak Of such things. LIES! SPEAK! Speak as loudly as you can! Time to make a difference In this land.

Questions twirling, Mind unfurling, Constant wondering Why she was alive. The never-ending Macabre ariose. Insane yet sane, Mirrored soul Of hesitation, Perseverance, Heart of irreverence . Her unholy Ever after.

Silent love letters Written in my mind. Silent tears For the love I cannot reveal. Thundering heart, Wishing you were mine. Memories unwoken, Love unspoken, Till one day I can make you mine.

Midnight bliss Devils kiss Spirits come A-calling Darkest thoughts Some would Think appalling , Lover of darkness No remorse given Enjoying my Differentness. My communion With the moon, Howling with The wolves Being one with The shadows. Clock strikes 12, My life begins Anew with The shining Of the stars. Oh! Glorious night Take my spirit, Make me whole.

Little boy lost For what was not his cost, For a master of none, Thinking he was above, Knowing nothing of love, All he knows is to shove, Words used as knives, Not caring the loss Little one's dream. A child, so afraid Left to be frayed, His heart shattered, How his soul does weep For a father That doesn’t bother, Entranced by the screen.