I am on the verge of extinction
I wonder if its true what they say abt resurrection
I have a million eye balls rolling on me
But zero love and no affection
The pain is too much
I cant hold the sorrow within me anymore
Everyday life is pushing me away from myself
Cant imagine there is any happiness left for me in store
The only way out of this i see,
Is by slitting my wrist
The pain will bleed out of me
And hopefully i will cease to exist
Life isnt worth living this way
Cant fool myslf and pretend everything is alright
It gets worse with each passing night or day
As far as i can see there is no light.
“Its all dark around and inside me. There is no light. There is no light. “
Its like living your worst Nightmare
When all the demons stand there and just Stare
Nobody gives a fuck. Noone really cares.
Its all a glorified hell here with fancy ribbons and decorated flares.
Lets grab that rat poison for supper
If she is the reason y i am here
Will i be or will she be the killer
Just a short climb and then let the body hang
The rope will hold my body tight, with the other end tied to the ceiling fan.
Bcoz Work isnt going well, business is in loss.
If i die out of this pressure, does it fit the cost.
The world doesn’t need me
Noone actually does
Wheathr m dead or alive
It aint shit to you, so whats the fuss
I have been lonely for so long
I am done with this life
No kid to raise and teach ball
Noone to love, noone to call my wife
But lets hear a story of a life got wasted
A happy being once but his ways were twsited
Pain n sorrows came for you, accept them
Cry out loud, fight it back, shed a tear, there is no shame.
All lives matter including yours
The more u love life, Life will love you more
Money doesn’t matter much
Businesses shudnt worry you as such
Lets be aware of this beauty called life
Oh how does it matter if she couldn’t be ur wife
You were born alone, you will die alone
You will find your soulmate someday
Someone who is your true clone
As i say this to, say it out loud
Say it like you mean it, nd feel proud
I am not a coward, who will think to die.
I can live much more, if I have this much survived
Let me promise myself to make every minute of it.
Yes! I have fallen many times, and yet again i rise from it.