Relationships are hard…. 😫
I’m not saying they are suppose to be a cake walk, but man!!!!! I try to keep my ego from budding into disagreements with people, but it almost seems impossible. It’s like this…. I used to be a horrible empty shell of a person and now I’ve actually been able to sincerely apologize to people and also catch myself before I do damage to my loved ones. For some reason tho I seem to miss the bar by A LOT. Actually writing this hurts a little. Maybe it’s because I’m pitying myself, but at the same time I feel as though I’m too hard on myself. I mean come on! I’m human just like everyone else, but for some reason we strive to be this image of perfection that doesn’t exist. It’s a journey finding yourself and loving yourself. Just enjoy the ride into happiness, because it starts with you. You’re not going to find it anywhere else.