Killa-mo 187 admits to using A and ER variations of the n-word
So we’re gonna let it all out of the bag and into the open.
Supposedly once more I’m being called a racist because at one time in my life the following words have come out of my mouth over the last 30 something years… I’m not gonna sugar coat it because thanks to the millions and millions of morons we ALL have to talk about it now. And it’s all about one word.
N****r.
And I know it’s a very dirty dirty dirty word. A word that was once buried and declared dead in 1992 by the Anti Defamation League. Well in the last 9 years this word has seen a major resurgence mostly out of white people’s mouths. And in a very bad way. Now the original term for that word is that of a person of vast Ignorance with the origins of the word itself dating back to both Spain and France. And it is considered one of the 3 most offensive words used on this planet today. And the reason it’s one of the most offensive words is because slave traders and slave masters dating back to the medevil days would use this term on their servants. When this country was discovered in 1492 the term was brought back yes again for the same reason when the first slaves [native americans] would be called this title. A century later they would do it again with another form of slaves, this time being African tribesman and tribeswomen who were plucked and dragged from their homes and into a boat to be taken to a new world where they were forced by many inhumane ways to work for nothing, be fed scraps, and killed when they were 2 weak or old to work. Than on November 19, 1863. Abraham Lincoln delivers The Gettysburg Address officially declaring slavery and the civil war over. But it was never over. That word is still used to this day. Fast forward another century. A rift divided us as a people even more than we were now and forever more. On the aftermath of world war 2 where a very evil man by the name of Adolf would nearly eradicate an entire group of people because their religion would not match his own christian values. On August 28, 1963 Dr. Martin Luther King Jr delivers the speech hear ‘round the world. The famous “I Have a Dream” speech. Although it took Dr. King’s assassination to finally unite us all into one nation. One word still divides us to this day. And that word is N****r.
The 1980’s the word would be spewed out of police officers in Los Angeles. A hip hop supergroup by the name of N.W.A. would tell us how the police and the first lady of the united states at the time would use that word to bestow fear and to make it look as if every african american that lived in Los Angeles at the time were known crack dealers. This same word lead to a beating of a african american by the name of Rodney King in 1991 after a high speed chase. King surrendered to police but they still proceeded to beat the living hell ouf of the man just because of his skin color. In 1992 the police officers involved would be acquitted of their beatings which lead to the biggest race riot in the history of the United States beating the Detroit Riots of 1967. The Los Angeles Riots would leave 2,383 people injured, 63 people dead, and 12,111 arrest of all races, genders, and creed. In one week a major metropolitan city was shut down by one word. Later on in 1992 the NAACP and the Anti-Defamation League with approval and endorsement from both than president George H.W. Bush and incoming President Bill Clinton held a public funeral aired live on MTV, CBS, CNN, NBC, and ABC for the word “N****r”. A funeral that takes place once a year every year as an attempt to finally learn from the harsh mistakes of this word. Eversince the 2008 Presidential Election of Barack Obama the word unfortunately has seen a powerful resurgence. A resurgence so strong and so bitter that everybody [even myself] has said it. I said it on the song “Howard Beale” on my 2008 album A Cold Day In Hell, Ill Bill released a song that same year called “White N****r”. But those were used in a tone to learn and build. Where others who have used this word have done nothing more that use it for hate, fear, and to cause great great harm. In the 2016 presidental election of Donald J. Trump. The word “N****r” was used so much by supporters at his giant rallies, that it’s now once again become a very common word. And it’s a fucking shame that this dirty word is still being used.
Now you might be asking yourself “KM why are we talking about this word right now? You have friends who are African American. They’re gonna be pissed”. and the answer is 2 reasons. 1: My friends who are African American know full well that if I was gonna talk about this. Than it would be to make a statement and to help close the casket once and for all on this word. And trust me. They’re gonna be the first ones to click “like” on this and tell me this is the realist thing ever said by a human being.
and 2: Because there’s this guy in Arizona right now who’s been calling me racist because supposedly he has some recording of me calling him a “N****r”. He’s keeps pestering me on my twitter that he’s going to release this info. And honestly he’s been told not by just me but also my ENTIRE family to do so. I make it no fucking big secret that I’ve said both “N****r” and “N***a” in my lifetime. Matter of fact I got songs where the word is very clearly shown in it. Does that make me a fucking racist? Nope. Does it make me an idiot for using it? A damn right it does. You see we’re supposed to heal, not fight. The person who’s running around saying this I personally have no problem with him. Honestly I don’t. Why he hates me out of nowhere is beyond me. My mother wants to move to Arizona. She keeps telling me that it’s perfect for her breathing and allergies and shit. The whole dry air. And she asked me to go with her. But because of this big accusation which really ain’t one but because of that and a man named Riah Jernigan, I told her no. Maybe someday when Riah decides to be a fucking human and talk to me face to face instead of spewing out “he’s a racist” in somebody’s comment’s or a random tweet than I might revisit it. If there is audio and it’s me calling him a “N****r” than I apologize for being a stupid Caucasian, something the rest of the white men and women of this country lately won’t do. And if there is audio and it was done by who I was told it was done. Than I’ll explore all the legal options I can. I’m not FaZe BaNkS, I’m not Jake Paul, I’m not Team 10 or Clout Gang. I’m KM. I don’t give a shit about humanity and I don’t care about most people. In any and all situations. If I lose a battle. Than I leave this world. And when I say I leave this world. It means the next time the rest of you see me is an Open Casket at my Viking Funeral before my body is floated into the lake and lit ablaze while my soul watches from the gates of Valhalla.
On my father’s grave. I swear to you and the rest of the world I am not a fucking racist. I made a few mistakes here and there. But I’m not fucking racist. I think Adolf Hitler was scum. The Confederacy is stupid, And Donald Trump is the worst fucking president of all time. That doesn’t make me racist. Don’t believe me. There’s this guy we’ll just called Gym to hide his name. He still lives around the Boyne City area to this day. He and his buddy we’ll call Fink comes up to myself and my brother in 1999 at Hippie Park. They pull in blasting a band called Skrewdriver. They come to the gazebo where I’m wearing Silvertab baggy jeans and an Adidas t-shirt. My brother is wearing JNCO jeans and a 2pac t-shirt. They come up to us spewing shit out like “you are a disgrace to your people wearing that n****r clothing!” before they grab my brother by his neck and scream “RESPECT YOUR FELLOW WHITE MAN!” over and over. 5 minutes later Gym and Fink get the shit beat out of them by our friends and we head home. We didn’t take part in this fight. But we watched it go down. Neo Nazi scumbags got what they deserve. Never really got their names and honestly I can give 2 shits less.
So in closing. It hurts when no matter how much you want to learn from your past mistakes and try to move on and build a better life, you got people out there to continue to keep you down because they feel you don’t deserve to have a better life. It’s shit like this is why I attempted suicide twice, It’s also why I’m a full blown fucking alcoholic. Our past does not make us who we are. What we learn from our past makes us who we are. I might have said “N****r” in my lifetime. Do I regret it? Every fucking day of my life. But should you rub it in my face to remind me day in and day out? No you shouldn’t. And it’s a fucking shame that people do. In order for society to move on, you must break free from the shackles of your past. and if you got a problem with people choosing to walk away and move on from their past than I just got 2 words for you… FUCK YOU!
Consider this the very LAST time I ever open up about society. You asked for it. And you just got the God Awful Truth. And if you don’t like it? Fuck off! Cause until the constitution is taken away, there ain’t a damn thing anybody can do to stop anybody from letting it all out and telling it like it is. And this is 100% shoot. You wanna call me racist for being white and saying “N****r” than go for it. You have every right. But I’m not racist. I’m just fucking human. Do we have an understanding?
#PipeBomb
