My lullaby, but it’s noisy.
Hey, you know what?
You’re super cool today.
You try your best to finish all the uncompleted business you have.
Oh, it is not finished yet? That’s okay.
You hear that? Of course you don’t.
It’s the people who talk behind your back about how awesome they think you are, even though they kind of think of it as embarassing.
Has this thought ever occured to you?
You’ll be okay.
The sun has set down and it’s time to move on.
It won’t sting you anymore once you curl inside your room and let the moon covers you softly. Its tenderness is fitting to accompany you with your frozen heart, the one you’ve been working on so hard to stiffen as you wield it to fight the rough, tough day.
Now it’s you alone.
I trust you.
Until now, you have been keeping yourself in tact and whole.
That’s such a great job!
Oh, of course it is with the help of good-willing people by your side,
even though you sometimes misinterpret their intentions.
That’s totally okay.
We make mistakes, don’t we?
Breathe in slowly, let all those recurring thoughts and feelings seep into you. Feel them. Hug them tight as they are pieces of you. We have learn so much by collecting and studying them, right? I think they deserve our thanks.
Well, if you don’t think so, that’s okay.
I might be wrong, you know?
Breathe out deeply, and let all your weariness flow out of your body. All of this hustle-bustle is tiring enough to make you crack. The crack is fine. So let out the dust covering it. Let your crack shows so it is prepared to be filled with your future glow.
You’ve been through a lot.
2018. September. 12