Wow I do work with Stop Soldier Suicide and we see brain injuries and concussions a lot that lead to suicidal thoughts. I want you to look into Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy. HBOT. “They’ll” tell you it doesn’t work. “They’ll” tell you it isn’t covered by insurance for concussion (and it isn’t) BUT YOU HAVE TO GO AND GET at least 20 sessions. Please. It helps heal your brain in ways I can’t describe. I’ve seen it. Look up Hampton Roads Hyperbaric in Virginia and watch their videos. Testimonials that it works. I wish you all the best. you DO NOT have to live like this. NFL concussions often get HBOT.