You are allowed to eat food. I realize you don’t feel like you can afford it, but you need to eat something. Put some dried chickpeas to soak overnight, you’ll feel better.
Bad things happen to good people. You are still a good person.
Look down deep at who you are, not what happened to you or what you are living through right this second. Look at the person underneath. Isn’t she lovely? That’s you, sweetheart. Love her, and you will become nothing less than astonish…