i can’t tell the diffrence

i want to die

run away

leave all the shit behind

all the feelings

i can’t ask for help

i want to tell u what happened

remember that night

when i told u i was scared

because of “the creep” at the school

i said he was a rapist

you made fun of me

i hate you for that

i hate you

i forgive u

but fuck u

i want to tell u about self harm issues

but i can’t