You were mine,and I was completely yours
A blind girl looking for some mistakes to be done
A question about us both being insecure
A fear from the scape,of what,without you,I would become
I’m sad,and I’m helpless,I’m tortured and I’m scared
I’m anxious for the moment when with you,I’ll end up being nowhere
For many times I’ve said you were a star,you were the one who shone
I was the one who was blindsighted,the one who felt like no one
The one who wanted to be riding away with you,the one who never wanted to be undone
I rushed back to you,I chased you like a ghost
I kept running into your kiss,and doing so I was already in love
Thinking that all my poetry is trash and you’re the putrid can
The one on which it all will go to,the one who would take away all my pain
But the pain wasn’t mine alone,we carried it along together
We pretended our games had no rules nor roles,that it could last forever
Maybe it is lasting,and that’s why I can’t be with no one else
It might indeed be the reason of why I can’t dream for myself
You’re the head of my decisions,the light upon my world
The one they always keep telling me I am living for
The mistake in my everyday,you’re the blame I adore
I’m the one who’s never stopped chasing, the one who could wait no more
I wish,indeed,that I did live with you
But instead,I shall leave this unintended,without you
An exchange of words,a night without the moon
The absence of a feeling, the absence of truth
It feels like a melody for songs unsung
For martyrs forgotten,for a day without the sun
I profoundly desire to be able to get back to the times you’d kill me with your beating heart
The mysteries that got us back to the declarations filled with sarcasm
Not even understanding, what I’m expecting to say
I’m longing right now, for you not to be away
Through shots gone into the wrong direction, and a poem written in lover’s blood
Our hearts were to the hurting immune, and somehow driven insane by love
End me now, and breathe through me
Take me to the heavens that our eyes could not see
Bury me now,leave my corpse bled
From this night on,I don’t want one more regret
I have loved you,and you taught me so
There’s no other way than to wait by your door
You were as special as the flowers of May
Not in their very season,just ready to fade into the Autumn away
I have held on to that,and followed my racing heart
I didn’t want to lose you,on what seemed to be a start
But the sun has already set, and darkness upon us is the one to be sent away
How could we ever do that without being stupid, and from affection gone astray?
XIII.III.MMXVIII
