Feeling angry after finding I have always been wanted!!
I don’t know if I should feel angry
All these years I have been taken away from you
All these years I have been lied to
All I can feel is lightning striking into my beating heart.
It’s hard to keep my composure
I can’t keep calm like the feather flowing in the air
I have missed 24 years without all of you
My orphanage was only 10 minutes away from my family’s house
My mind is still in shock
However the exciting part of my life
My dream has finally come true
I have always dream to have a family
And now I have American and Russian family
Now I have to different lives in two different countries
Finally I do not need to experience the orphanage life style
I hated to be wakened up by screams in the mornings
When all this time I could of been wakened up with warmth
Instead of getting my hair cut bold
I could of had my long hair braided tenderly
Always being rushed to go to the class and missing breakfast
When I could of had delicious aroma around the house in the morning
It’s hard to grasp that we have found each other
Now I have calmed my soul and made it brighter
Now I can feel that I do belong to some one
I cant wait to be with you all
Being by your side and feel the bond!
That is all we need from each other
We can finally rest
And wait when we can reunite again!!