Looks like what you actually did, was pay your dues for 5years.
SO you could see your way out of the MATRIX.
If you hadn’t worked like that for 5years, could you of said
“lets stay longer” when on your holiday.
The majority of people stay in the rat race all their life, you got out after 5years of working very hard at it, well done.
Be healthy, Be happy it’s that easy.