I Might Be Moody
Adventures of a Wanton Mind
This is a place for me to share words. Books, stories, poetry, or any other combination of words that moves or inspires me. Some will be beautiful. Some will be funny. Most will be from others, but I might share a few of my own from time to time. Thanks for reading. Enjoy!
I will kick off my first post with a piece from one of my favorite poets, Billy Collins; and because it is somewhat cynical, I’ll conclude with one of my own cynical (okay, vitriolic) pieces.
Creatures
by Billy Collins
Hamlet noticed them in the shapes of clouds,
but I saw them in the furniture of childhood,
creatures trapped under surfaces of wood,
one submerged in a polished sideboard,
one frowning from a chair-back,
another howling from my mother’s silent bureau,
locked in the grain of maple, frozen in oak.
I would see these presences, too,
in a swirling pattern of wallpaper
or in the various greens of a porcelain lamp,
each looking so melancholy, so damned,
some peering out at me as if they knew
all the secrets of a secretive boy.
Many times I would be daydreaming
on the carpet and one would appear next to me,
the oversize nose, the hollow look.
So you will understand my reaction
this morning at the beach
when you opened your hand to show me
a stone you had picked up from the shoreline.
“Do you see the face?” you asked
as the cold surf circled our bare ankles.
“There’s the eye and the line of the mouth,
like it’s grimacing, like it’s in pain.”
“Well, maybe that’s because it has a fissure
running down the length of its forehead
not to mention a kind of twisted beak,” I said,
taking the thing from you and flinging it out
over the sparkle of blue waves
so it could live out its freakish existence
on the dark bottom of the sea
and stop bothering innocent beachgoers like us,
stop ruining everyone’s summer.
The Beach
by Leigh Hunter Morris
Where are you going?
You can’t walk on me forever,
plodding along in denial;
you have worn away my skin.
Yet your feet dig deeper,
grasping for a grain of sense
among my shattered bones.
You just keep treading-
treasuring fleeting thoughts
you call tranquility,
relentlessly pursuing an essence
that evades you.
Look back and see your footprints disappear-
your solace here is only an illusion.
You are really a coward
seeking a horizon
that will still find you
lost.
Take me in,
but I will not breathe
life into your lungs-
you fool!
Your flow is still of crimson
and mine is blue as death;
yet you clutch my core
like the last piece of driftwood in a storm.
I know you think I can heal you,
but I am not your cure,
just your bitter pill-
a placebo for your soul.
I abhor you
and your shallow search for my spirit.
Yet to every step
you attach sentimentality.
Can’t you see my spewing, salty temptation
is really spit?
It is not lather, it is loathing,
a rabid foaming at the mouth.
My anger pools around you
and you wade right through it,
never knowing I could simply swallow you, wash through you
with a drink of self-awareness.
But you wouldn’t like the taste-
you would rather sip on me
until you thirst to death.