I feel the same way.
My friends ask me: why aren’t you going out with someone? Why you are always “alone” in parties, bars and social places? Why? Why?
It seems like i’m social error, something apart.
I’ve been involved with a girl during 3 years. I never felt so restrained. And i was only 23 old.
People don’t know love themselves first. Need someone to feel complete. I feel complete by myself. They need to understand that.