Sure thing Matthew. I still don’t know “who” I want to be. I just know that right now in this gap in spacetime I’m who I feel I need to be. Tomorrow will be a different story. And so on. Next year I plan on being a totally different person that who I am now. This is how life should flow. Out with the old, in with the new. We either ride its waves or remain the same. Becoming the highest contributing version of yourself, as you mentioned, is something only you have the answer to. The good news is, it’s not far off. It’s in you tucked away somewhere forcing you to find it. And in time, it will emerge as long as you remain curious and willing to expose yourself to your fears and vulnerabilities. You got this!