There are so many different things that go on in my brain it’s like having an inner conflict all the time thankfully I don’t always act on the comments or thoughts that I have but it is it’s like having an inner voice always second-guessing and questioning what you’re doing I feel like all the pressure is on me to do good to keep everything in one piece other people in my life and f*** s*** up I’m stuck picking up the pieces holding things together making sure that it doesn’t crumble sometimes it’s just too much pressure always wondering if what you’re doing is the right thing or--if someone’s going to look bad upon you I hate feeling like I’m not good enough I hate that I let people make me feel that way