New life is uploading…

I am going to be a daddy.. In about a month from now…

My thoughts are similar to others who have been challenged with the same upcoming and exciting new journey…It is like i pass through the next level… The new boss will be a newborn life, a small human who’s needs and worries would be my concern and only…How difficult could be? Is it going be a new life for me and my wife also? Perhaps… Perhaps… Perhaps…

All things that could do as two can be done as three? Is it family the new concept? Am i ready? Am i strong enough to hold on? What God has to do with all this? If i continue asking myself these questions i might asking a lot…. Is the meaning of life on the path i chose? Why do i make these questions to myself? Am i afraid? That’s for sure… Is it logical?

All this period i have a thought that kept me going with warmness and enthousiasm… I want this life that i bring to our world to be a good person and i thing i can help him walk on this path… I want love to be his guideness… I know i can give him that. Love is all i want him to feel from me. Love is what i want for him to know… I dont know if it is enough but i hope it is… Mistakes.. I will make many of them towards this journey… I am sure for that… I wish he can give me the right signals to understand my mistakes… I wish i can make him a better person than i am and hopefully i will glad when i see him makes his first steps to life.. I would be even happier when i see him be on his own… Happy momments… Is all i could ask from God to live with him…

Even if it is early for that, i also have another thought that comforts me… The momment that i would be in the same house with my wife as two again and this guy, who’s age would be mature enough to guide him to his own path of life, will then has his own choice made clear to his mind..

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