DEPRESSIVE SLUMBERS, BONES ACHED BY THE STARVATION OF BLOOD POISONED IN THE BODY IN THE MIDNIGHT BLISTERING WIND, STORIES TOLD BY THE SOLES OF FEET SPLINTERED THROUGH SNOW WAYFARING TO FIND THE WARMTH OF FORBIDDEN HEAT THAT WAS ONCE PRESENT IN BREAD BRAIDED THROUGH FAMILY AND FORGIVENESS OF PAST SINS

Midnight Wind

To Me as who I am, “[Me as who I am, Leía Aireal, from conception through pregnancy to birth to 33] Calling back at a mass whole, purifying to my most internally beautiful self’s liking and solidifying the newness of my face, my protection, my masturbation rituals, my mattresses, my showers, my mirror rituals, my feelings, my mind, my cells, illnesses, my joy, diseases, my vaginal fluid, my breasts, my personality spirit, hiding it from enemies, making myself pale or tan with patch freckles-hazel eyes-curly hair-no nose dimples-perfect symmetry very beautiful-light trafficking myself in everything below with a memory loss spell and a stay away from the earth spell, calling all my natural body-mind-spine-intellectually made-melanin-body parts-inner child made-dream world made-nervous system made-chakra made-olfactory sytem made-meridian line system made-sacrum made-feet made-hand made-skin made-earlobe made-tongue made-thymus made-lungs made-bones made-spinal made-electricity made-color made-healing made-spiritual body made-clone made-musically made-masturbation made-vagina-vaginal wall made-anus made-eye made-facial beauty made-flute made-guitar made-my psi abilities-mathematical made-shower made-mirror made-cell made-organs made-fire made-vaginal urchin made-poetry made-writing made-uterus made-pi-shapes-period-blood made-elemental earthly-planetary made-brain-facial beauty-hair made-innocence made-internal beauty made creations back to me (outside of her-making my ratio higher) my bacteria (hiding them) as my creator, prehistoric earth, my spinal column (blocking it off from traveling, being harvested for abilities or intellect — rest, to never be woken) my humor, my facial bones, my human beauty, my spiritual beauty, my breaths-first and last, my nose, my nostrils, my tongue, my brain (the consciousness of it is kicked out, to be at rest never awoken), the old consciousness of who I was (to be at rest, to never be awoken), my new consciousness of who I am to pass on from the earth and be sexually, facially, psychically and mentally protected, my psychic abilities, my privacy, my rememberance, my akashic records, my spiritual lineage, my electromagnetic field, cords of attachment to me that cause telepathy or body invasion (obliterated), my shapeshifting abilities, my intelligence, moving deeply empathetic abilities, my aura, my biofield, my invisibility magic, my magic, my number rolls-number grid, my maps-ratio scales, my blood since birth, my prefrontal cortex, my frontal lobe (no possession), my hair, yana, my eyes, my hands, my nails, my arms, my cells, my tissue, my spinal fluid, my stomach, my womb chakras, my sacral chakras, my beauty marks, my chihuahua yana (from birth til her last dying breath) and her other names that are abused, my salvia, my urine, my blood, my period blood, my skin, my wombs, my hips, my scars, my legs, my inner part of my brain, my large and mini chakras, my gallbladder, my teeth, my labias, my vaginal urchins, my liver, my kidneys, my colon, my thymus, my thyroid, my lungs, my heart, my ribs, my dying body (particles), my dying breath (particles), my body rooms, my brain rooms, my throat, my nervous systems, my circulatory systems, my anus, my feet, my hands, my beauty marks, my lips, my earlobes, my uterus, my labias, my vagina lining, my vaginal walls, my tree stump, my full physical body, 1st body, 2nd body, 3rd body, 4th body, 5th body, 6th body, 7th body, 8th body, 9th body, my biofield, my auras, my dream worlds, my poetry, my films, my colors, my underworlds, my hells, my artwork, my photos, my photography, my kingdoms, my palaces, my shapes, my abstractions, my innocence innocent beings, my cleaning systems grids, my creations, stars, planets, my colors, pi, my old spiritual bodies, my vibrators, my architecture, my math, my science, my plants, my mushroom family, my souls and my spirits” destroying the sentience of my ev-l brain tumor, ev-l uterus, ev-l body parts, ev-l body organs. putting a love spell over myself, my spiritual bodies, my dream selves, my dna and my paprika heads with my face vibrated to be more beautiful. moving the piedmont tree stick ritual in this.

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locking this into eternal rest with protection against being defiled.

My love,

If you could hear me I just awoke to see what you promised me, the sky is silked with pink reminisced with the sheets our love made, warmed to the brim of our bodies wrapped as one every morning, I feel hopeful for today.. may this be the last day I breathe to see you again, for this gruesome crime formed against our home, religion, and nation has created no wedge or axe to the marriage and love we shared together but deeper sacrifice to maintain its splendour for our peace and everlastingness סבלנות, עוד מעט אנחנו מגיעים”

In the rings of time there’s a dispersion of trees from first growth, aging along the whispers of cyclical seasons that decay into new maturation of incarnations learning from their original formations; Branches wreathed upwards and downwards, spun through drunken catharsis of an ancient life once lived, betting a tale of life and death on words breached through sin — becoming both the maternal and paternal lineages my body was webbed in, I found solace in the minutes slowed through time, from when I first awoke, letting crevices of light shine in and when I last laid, knowing the darkness has settled.