Happy almost 11th birthday my sweet girl, I miss you soI have been struggling to say the least. You may have noticed I have not been posting lately? Part of me felt it was selfish to post about…Jun 17, 20201Jun 17, 20201
The things that will never beI look at pictures like this often. Sitting in my office are various pictures from Picture People of the kids. They died on Thursday May 8…Mar 10, 2020Mar 10, 2020
A Sense of PurposeMany of you know that I have delved into the world of advocay of all kinds after Jesse and Bella died. I did not want their deaths to be…Feb 26, 2020Feb 26, 2020
One rung at a timeIt has been a very dark eight weeks, a slippery slope down the rabbit hole where my mind has been getting darker by the day.Feb 11, 2020Feb 11, 2020
40. You would have been 40.After a death, there are many points in the calendar that will speak of the passage of time. Birthdays are one of them.Jan 28, 2020Jan 28, 2020
Distractions via surgery and fireworksIt is new years day, 2020, and a helluva couple of weeks.Jan 1, 2020Jan 1, 2020
Surgery, Christmas, and brain wonkinessYeah, I know, that is a variable title that pretty much sums up the present right now.Dec 17, 2019Dec 17, 2019
I never got to say goodbye…I was doing “well,” which is always a relative term with me this past weekend. I had a long hard day yesterday, and we settled into watch…Dec 4, 2019Dec 4, 2019
Caramel SauceWhat’s in a title you may ask? Well, for starters, a picture of a successful batch of caramel.Nov 20, 2019Nov 20, 2019