‘One Day’

You look at her, you take deep breaths, you see its good to practice!! Then as you roll your lips and and take her in your hand closer to you and you remember every step of how to do the process just as your friend told you to do so. As you take in a breath as your lips surround her bud, your throat gets coarse and the whole process is flooded by a gush of saliva and you cough every bit of smoke out! To all those dirty minds out there, this is merely about smoking! :p

Started this addictive habit at the pubescent ages just as an enzyme to prolong your ‘high’ stat when you are at a club as you have very little spare change to spend at the bar counter. As a Junior at University I’m still stuck onto the nasty habit and furthermore have succumbed to doing this habit without the use of alcohol! It’s just so accessible and easy to shell out ten rupees for a ‘lights’ and every time I want to stop this nasty habit, the longest I have gone is a couple of weeks and then again some problem turns up and I’m back at square one all excited to light up the cigarette and entirely depressed as I extinguish the bud.

2014 seemed like a great year to stop it and then came along the whole list of resolutions and the first to go away was to get rid of the habit! Hence at the beginning of this year I once again took up the Everest of all tasks! STOP SMOKING! And here I am again back to square one, once again hating myslef as I extinguish this bud! I keep telling everyone ‘Macha I’ll stop da! One day! It’ll come soon’ and then again a day from then I’m caught down the alley shelling out ten rupees at the rather famous tea stall.

What once started as an avenue to save cash is now killing me day by day and puncturing my wallet month by month! This time though I seem to be more focused on my goals and that ‘One Day’ seems to be much closer than I thought! To all those people out there who are just about to start, think again and stay away from tobacco! It will kill you one day or another. Today I can proudly say that I’m clean off the G since March of 2014 and just maybe in a couple of months I’d tell you the same I’m clean off the T since …… of 2015.

All you adolescents out there don’t be as stupid as me and get succumbed to the vengeful paws of the dhum a.k.a cigarette scenarios!

Cheers!