Streaks of Light.

Your head feels heavy, walking alone a poorly lit street, roads seem empty as you have no means of getting out, far out a streak of light shines filling every crack within the night. High school is a very interesting process, kicks you in the stomach left and right as you bring yourself up and pull over to college there is always someone waiting to kick you right in the nuts no matter what it will happen. Instances like this weaken you, take you to dark places, makes you see another side of the world that is too harmful for the general public to even catch a glimpse of.

No matter what, no matter how much time it takes, you will heal during the process you most probably find people in your life that come like a stroke of thunder and overturn your lives and show you that there is so much more to life and you will slowly understand the way of things, there was a reason to drift apart no matter how bitter and painful the truth is you have to accept and get on with life.

Somewhere over the horizon all the pain will become invisible and you no longer need to hide the pain away and battle within yourself, hurting yourself for a person who doesnt care one bit for you because trust me when I tell you this that you are far better off with just one person who actually cares for you as much as you do for them rather than those who do not care for you at all. Any relationship no mater what it is, may they be your partners, siblings, parents, cousins, relatives or anyone else, if they are in your immediate circle you need to have a healthy relationship that will heal you during times of despair but not make you rethink on what to tell them or not to tell them.

It hurts most when family throws you away, disrespects you and the worst of all when they lose trust in you, try your best to make things right for some time if they don’t budge its time to accept reality and move on, make a decision and stand strong by it no matter how hard it may be to hold it, things must be done to ensure a safe environment. There is not every occasion in which your friends come over family because I have seen so many families where the way they behave would surprise and redefine ways of how you can be with family, it’s no ones fault and there is no better family because the reason the way they are is because of the experiences that shaped the person they are today. I’ll tell you one thing though if you seem to lose members off the first circle in your family try your best and don’t ever give up because you owe it to them.

No matter what it is friends are extremely important too because it seems to sting more or even so when they betray you and behaving indifferently with you because when it all happens so sudden that too for no reason and that too not for your fault, you will be gifted with numerous lonely nights, lonely strolls down the street, secluded long drives, the construction of your ‘playlist’. All you need to do when the world gets dark is to open your eyes, the most unexpected of your friends and family will rise to the occasion let the demons starve on, pat your back and get you back on your feet. Don’t lose hope. There will always be light at the end of a tunnel no matter how long it may seem to be, hope is the only thing that can accelerate you towards that streak of light!