I have a confession.

Lilian Robson doesn't exist.

Sort of.

"Lilian" is a pseudonym I use for content that is either too sensitive, too gross, or too much information for me to publish under my real name.

She is a platform for me to talk about the messy and awful parts of my experience without putting myself or people I love at risk. I might change the names, but my writing is true to my own experiences.

I'm Australian born and raised. Moved to Berlin halfway through 2022. My adult life has been spent bartending at a kink bar, writing about art, and being told by psychiatrists they don't know how I got this far.