i almost believed for a second that i needed you. wanting you to want me but i realized that i spent most of our existing together, expecting many things that you yourself were incapable of providing and i’d been lying to myself to remain safe from a truth that would hurt me. this is the only thing i’m guilty of. loving someone too small for a love too great for them to handle…
it ends, it’s over. you finally build up enough courage to walk away and or sometimes the person you’re holding on to decides to walk away from you to find someone else to use and even so, it’s done in a way that causes you to question your own self worth. it’s a terrible thing you see. to feel like you’re no longer good enough for the person who pretended that you were everything just the other day but only in attempt to get what they wanted from you but still lives this pain inside of you that makes you feel like you’ll never be good enough.
you stay because of time invested. you stay because of the energy you’ve given. you stay because you hold on to their potential to be the person they promise to be everything they apologize in effort to manipulate you into thinking that they can be everything that you deserve. you want all of these things. you want love, you want security, you want passion, you want them to b…