Open letter to Media Guardian, BBCNewsnight, BBC and NewYorker

Dear Media Guardian, Newsnight, BBC, NewYorker(as you have been supporting the harassment toward me to happen since 2016 although it was me who have discovered you for those who used you to harass me last 2 years and you were supporting Evan Davis),

last 5 years I’m receiving many and diverse threatens from the www like this(‘Just watch how we will beat you’):

In 1999 I was sexually harassed(asked to suck) and physically harassed(slammed for refusing to suck), offended(called ‘pig’) and never asked for forgiveness by the prominent Bulgarian ‘Journalist’ Martin Karbovski who also have been working in the Bulgarian Hustler but that information is crafty skipped from his profiles. In late 1998 I was working as an actress in a theatre where he came to put on stage his own text as a musichall and I was playing one small role there.

Same this Martin Karbovski have said ‘pig’ to my sister when we were students and he was attending her birthday party. For ‘hello’ he said to her ‘you are pig’ as she didn’t allow him to kiss her.

In 2000 I have devoted myself to Christ and started to work at the prominent Darik radio, where he was working too. Martin Karbovski was actually very close with the same person I was close then and who have helped both to start a job on the radio. During the last 2 years, he has been continuing to Ignore me and not apologize for what he has done in 1999, even worst through a context of his program he started to harass me and to make me feel guilty for his own doings. He involved his girlfriend then Lilia and her sister I suspect to speak anonymously with me through the emails, chats. In 2002 I went to search my justice and truth by him and after asking him “Why you are playing with me? Who are the people who speak to me through the forums, chats, emails? (as they were inclining what happened and were trying to make ME guilty too)” HE BROKEN MY NOSE…

I was kicked from a job and never accused him officially of what he has done as he was blaming me for not forgiving him.

Since 2002 I was harassed through many magazines, programs, newspapers where he or his wife already Lilia and her sister Zornitsa- Popova had had connections in Bulgaria. In 2003 I have made attempt to suicide myself with 50 pills but survived. All my work — I had 5 min program in Darik radio about the Bible and the Words of God have been deleted and everything said by me used as said by others.

In 2012 I have been already 3 years in Britain where their hands also find a way to manipulate people to hurt me I have started online Front-End Dev(programming with HTML5, CSS3, and JavaScript) course with Telerik. Same those and the extended gang from people writing for their friends already ex-men magazine’s editors Ivailo Noizy Tzvetkov and Sasho(Alexander) Zhekov messed and made connections in Telerik so to make me mad the way they were knowing to work — reminding me everything from the past that they have dug for me the way so that to make me feel BAD(guilty, sad, lies that made me angry) and plus additional to me local circumstances in Spring of 2013 I went in the Royal Manchester hospital with 150 pulse.

Last 5 years I have been Harassed by many that these have made to believe them that they must harass me through Internet(writing me ‘meaningful’ titles of the letters to my email, through Social Media, through adverts that have been popping up as soon as I open something, through articles) and through traditional British media.

All these years I was made absolutely unable not to find person to love me and to have baby from neither to have normal job where people to respect me although I have been contributing a lot and have been a lot kind to all people around me but the gossips that these rubbished spread to me managed to make all around me to start ignore me, to start hurt me.

In December 2016 I have asked your prominent Journalist Evan Davis to come to make me baby and help me vs the harassment I have been experiencing. Actually asked him to come to make me baby only as I was asked him publicly and the rubbishes have been reading everything I wrote. Evan Davis didn’t appear, even in July 2017 have sent me a message that he can't help me. I have started to write to him about my story and he was reading me I was sure but he never stopped me to write him and he used my story to produce his own program about sexual harassment as well as my love words so to make his program Sweet Reason as I called him ‘My sweet love’ and he was trying to tell me with that program that he already has baby from other — #SweetReason so not to help me.

I don’t want to get pregnant by Bulgarian as all these 18 years Bulgarians ruin, lie, mislead other people to hurt me. And even Martin Karbovski is STILL JOURNALIST on the National BG media although I have written many times last year of my case and they know very well about that.

I felt publicly humiliated, plus the mob who was harassing me enlarged a lot and I was crying even more although last 5 years I can’t cry anymore.

I’m orphan since I was 7 years old, although that fact I have been always an excellent student and very curious for knowledge — art, tech, science person. I have Acting BA but have studied Public Speech, Marketing, Engineering, and Coding too. My father was an engineer and a communist who has been fighting for justice, truth and who have died suspiciously in hospital in 1981 after cross-road incident with a car. My mum has been working more than 40 years as a nurse in Bulgaria and abroad 7 years in Britain as Care assistant in a care home — hard work but we didn’t get British Passports as all people around us were observed not to become our friends and help us.

Please, tell Evan Davis that I am requesting from him £100000 for ignoring my case and that way he has given more chances to people who were harassing me and robbing my texts, images, ideas to produce advertising articles so to hurt me even more and as a plus he was involved himself to hurt me. Please, make Evan Davis know that he owns me £1000000 as well as for ignoring my reproduction needs and dreams for baby and made me feel unwanted. Please, send him my letter as I am blocked, muted by him so his comfort as ‘first-class journalist’ not to be ruined and even the British police made to send me warnings, as well as the Bulgarian police, made to wake up me with sirens in 6.00 or 7.00 every morning — that is something as well that is harassing me…

I hope that you as a media will execute correctly your duty and will inform MR. EVAN DAVIS of what he owns me after he had been poor professional and bad person according to my case.

I NEED THOSE £100000 AS I HAVE TO CARE FOR MY FAMILY AND ALSO I COULD HAVE THEM ALREADY IF I WASNT HARASSED BUT HAVE THE CHANCE TO WORK AS WHAT I LAST WAS STUDIED: Programming in HTML5 with JavaScript and CSS3

I FEEL LIKE A TREE WITHOUT FRUITS AND THAT SMASHES ME AND KNOWING THAT PEOPLE HAVE STOLEN THAT FROM ME I FEEL EVEN MORE BAD AS FEEL LIKE IN CHAINS OF THE BAD PEOPLE!!!!!!!