I’m so sad to read this… it’s one of the most toxic experiences I’ve heard about or read. I’ve been in the industry for 10 years and love coding, but I’m not sure that I would have had the commitment to stick with it after an experience like this. I’m glad to see that you do. Once you’re done with 42, you might want to check out the Outreachy program. Here’s hoping it all gets better from here.