I do not know what is like to be you,i do not know what its like to need a drink so badly and know that it will screw up your life if you take that drink,and you still do it.
I will never know how hard it was for you to turn your life around,to say your sorries to those you have hurt.
What i do know is that you deserve all the joy and luck in the world,that you are a fine person and that you should be proud of yourself.
Best wishes to you Sam.
Keep strong and be blessed in 2016 and beyond