Bad Judgments…or are they???

I’ve been in contemplation lately. Quietly looking over my life and those around me. Being honest is joke. They tell you that lies are so bad and that you’re such a bad person if you lie, but what no one fails to tell you is that truth doesn’t make you a lot of friends.

I’ve never had a lot of friends. One or two here and there…but I’m an Alpha-Female. I don’t run in packs, cliques, or any other cliche that’s usable here. I never had a lot of friends. One, I have standards on the company I keep. I expect the same from my friends. Two, I don’t succumb to peer pressure and studies show that majority wins more often than not in a fair democracy.

I’d rather stand alone.

I took a vow to only speak truth a few years ago, no matter what. The world has been coddled enough with lies. I can make a difference. This is the difference I choose to make in the world I live in. That doesn’t earn me cool points.

But what it does earn me is respect.

I’d rather be condemned for truth than be respected for a lie.

There have been a lot of strange things happening around me and I’ve been taking it in stride. The pressure is starting to weigh in on me. It’s hard being the black sheep, the outcast (by choice), the “strange” one. It’s like trying to place something real in a painting or more like trying to fit truth in with a group of lies. They made a game out of that you know…umm 2 Lies, 1 Truth, something like that.

The real, “the truth”, sticks out like a sore thumb…to those who seek it. Some people choose to remain blind or pretend that they see it. Here’s the thing with pretending…truth/real sees right through that also. So what’s a girl to do?

I stand alone….until someone decides to stand with me and just be real, just be truthful.

Try answering in truth today and see how it makes you feel at the end of your day.

The current time is 6:46 a.m and I’m signing off.

Ciao