I’ve Been Sick for 100+ Days, and You’re Making Me Sad

Lisa Jensen
6 min readJun 28, 2020

A Case for Face Masks

Photo by 🇨🇭 Claudio Schwarz | @purzlbaum on Unsplash

Two questions were foremost in my mind as I walked up and down the aisles of Whole Foods yesterday: 1) Are the black lentils back in stock? 2) How many of my fellow shoppers — so many of them unmasked — will have to go through what I’m going through?

I’ve been sick from Covid-19 for sixteen weeks now. Seventeen weeks ago, I said things like, “I’m not worried for myself, but I really wouldn’t want to spread the virus to anyone older or immunocompromised.” Fifteen weeks ago, I stocked up on groceries and prepared to hunker down, to flatten the curve. If you’re paying attention to the weeks, then you’ve spotted the problem. Yes, as I made my final grocery runs in mid-March, I was already sick with Covid-19, though I didn’t know it. Like many others, I experienced a brief pause in my symptoms and thought I had recovered from whatever trifling respiratory virus I’d had.

I was wrong. I’ll never know what consequences that may have had for others. I wish I could undo every one of my unmasked exhalations. For me, the consequences of Covid-19 have been significant, ongoing, life-changing.

So as I walked through Whole Foods, I wanted to grab my unmasked fellow shoppers by the shoulders, gaze imploringly into their eyes, and say, “Please, protect yourself and…

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Lisa Jensen

Lisa is a writer, nature-lover, yoga teacher, and mom of three. Join her free newsletter for Covid-19 long-haulers at lisajensen.substack.com/subscribe.