Jul 9Endless struggle? SuggestionsI’ve been trying to figure out why I always still feel uncertain and restless even after I made my final decision on something. It bothers me when this self-doubting process feels like an endless loop, which makes it hard for me to focus on the current. Usually, the thing I…Struggle5 min read
Mar 16One mental shift that solved most of my anxiety of “not being enough”.We had our monthly gathering last Sunday. It is a group gathering with some friends that I knew from Church. We usually talk about life updates and some random topics during the gathering. I was hesitating to go this time because I got really busy recently and did not want…Expectations3 min read
Oct 9, 2021Four small but important things I learned over my past 5 years’ Ph.D. life (One more year to go…)There are plenty of articles out there giving advice to new Ph.D. students and whoever is deciding whether to pursue a Ph.D. or not. I guess you’ve all heard of the advice of choosing the right advisor is more important than choosing a high-ranking graduate school, of course, don’t bother…Research5 min read
Sep 27, 2021About relationship insecurityI thought I’m mature enough to not have this issue. Actually no, I feel it, frequently. Why wouldn’t he contact me? Why do I have to take the initiative? I will just wait and see how long it will take him to send me a message... If he cares about…Relationships2 min read
Sep 25, 2021Ideas on automatic Rust testing***************************************************** Today in our group meeting, I talked a little bit about testing Rust code. I think I’d better write my thoughts down while my memory is still fresh. Rust has apparently became a very competitive language with the potential to replace C/C++. More and more developers are using Rust…Research And Development3 min read
Sep 15, 2021Why I started thisToday I suddenly started thinking what my life theme is. What I really want to achieve by trying hard to live my limited life on earth. I guess that’s partly inspired by listening to some book summaries in Blinkist this week. I like this App a lot so far. Because…Aboutlife3 min read
