Came back to read this again. I still love it the second time around and find myself relating tenfold. I haven’t received an official diagnosis as my reevaluation is coming up. However, my therapist suspects bipolar. That it has always been there. Even when I was diagnosed clinical depression at 15. She feels it was easier to write off a teenager as depressive versus bipolar. I had my breakthrough when I entered therapy at the beginning of a manic phase. I didn’t even know there was a name for it. I’m definitely looking forward to some official answers. This is only the beginning. It’s scary to come out but beneficial.