If I Were a Black Man or a Black Woman
Jeffrey Field
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If I were a White Man or a White Woman

But I’m a black woman.*

No matter. This is for everyone.

“Women are the niggers of the world!”

“Mass-farming is the new slavery!”

“Gay rights are the new Civil Rights Movement!”

It seems everyone wants the

romance

of my struggle,

but nobody wants to

acknowledge

my struggle.

They scream,

“Post-racial!”

“Colour blindness!”

“One love!”

And continue to fetishize

my body

my resistance

my words —

repackaged for the

oppressed-but-not-as-inhuman-as-me.


Your character becomes clear

when you’ve used the master’s tools

to explain,

yet again,

why this struggle belongs to everyone —

everyone, anyone, but me.

Millions of my ancestors have

already died in this fight

how dare you ignore their

bravery,

strength,

beauty?

How dare you disrespect their

memory,

history,

legacy?

How dare you ask us to die

when we have been doing so

since the 16th century

in a war never officially declared?

How dare you imply that black love exists within chains?


How dare you co-opt

our words and messages

while reminding us that you,

as well as millions of others,

only notice the injustices you choose to prioritize?

Do not forget the oligarchy’s

origins,

players,

consequences —

do not forget that capitalism and by default corporatism

were built on my great great great grandmother’s

sweat and

blood and

tears.

Do not forget the people who have always been the most

brutalized

dehumanized

policed

abused

used

violated

by the sociopathy of the elite.


I am black. You are white.

We may attend the same school,

bleed the same colour,

hate the same system.

But none of this changes

my experience,

my culture,

my struggle.

How dare you use our likeness,

(robbed of humanity

denied autonomy)

to call for a revolution

that denies our experience

as different than yours?

Your character only counts

when you are seen as an

individual person

instead of a physically manifested,

collective psychological shadow

that plagues the concept of whiteness.


Your colour blindness ultimately hinders your revolution.

Solidarity cannot exist without a mutual understanding of

my struggles and yours.

I understand yours.

You do not wish to acknowledge mine

except as

racialized pornographic clickbait —

verbal fodder for unoriginal faux revolutionism —

symbols to be homogenized and exploited.

How dare you ask us to “Rise up or die”

in a war defined by you.

How dare you ask to fight alongside me

while using such a

demeaning

dehumanizing

piece of art depicting blackness?

Whether or not we are struggling against the same forces,

your history differs from mine.

Your ancestors fought differently than mine.

Differences do not have to be divisions.

A cohesive revolution does not require homogeneity.

Nor does it require images of black women and men fucking in chains.


*This was painful to type. Please work on completing sentences in a sound manner before writing any manifestos.