Thia
Thia
Dec 6, 2018 · 1 min read

Dear Mom

"Don’t worry, you always hurt me." Do you know how much you broke me with those words? Don’t you see me? Hear me? Feel me slipping away? You lied to my face, stating you taught us to be strong willed and confident. I almost laughed, it’s ironic really, because out of my sisters and I... I was never enough. I’ve carried that lesson my whole life, with it being constantly reinforced by the world around me. You added more fuel to the fire that is my self hatred. I’ve struggled my whole life feeling selfish and ungrateful... Now I have your voice dancing in my head again with your cruel words. I don’t blame you Mom for all that happened when I was a kid. I forgave you a long time ago, I just wish you’d do the same.

Thia

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