I ran as fast as I ever could. Through the field. Grass tickled my bare feet. I didn’t know what to think. I didn’t know what just happened. I was sad, I was angry, but at the same time I was relieved. Suddenly I stoped. I started crying. I felt like my head was going to explode. I wasn’t sure who I was anymore. I cried a lot, by lot I mean a LOT.