The last days

I heard something that can kill me inside

I was hoping that i cant show it outside of me

surely i cant

i see my self as strong, hard and durable

but i am wrong

iam soft and weak in the inside

based on what i knew ‘the last days are slower that usual’

yeah.. this days are much slower than the other days

signs signs signs i wish this is not true but this is true

and now maybe this will be the last days of my life

as something that i did not like

but surely my parents like

i killed the dream of they dreamed

and now maybe just maybe i can share the experience of what i have did today