Tuesday 2 may 2017 2:16 am

Hmm.. yesterday was a weird day.. she talked to me more than usual and actually called me by my name.. I don’t know how I feel about this.. I thought she was drunk maybe.. ah it’s confusing… I kinda like it though because it reminds me of the good old days when we used to talk a lot but… I don’t her to do that. I’ll get hurt again if she does.. it’s true that I still lover her but I have to step on my heart no matter what.. ah I’ve been very very sick lately i don’t know why it’s not like I’m working too much.. well at least I don’t think so.. maybe the stress is getting to me? I don’t know. My nose is bleeding and I have a headache and dizziness and I throw up after every meal.. am I gonna be okay? I feel like I don’t really care about the answer I’m already just tired of everything if I die I wouldn’t care lol it doesn’t matter~~~ well that’s all I believe I don’t wanna write too much because I’m really sleepy and tired and sick and I have two exams tomorrow that I didn’t study for 😣 oh well~ idc goodnight…. Ah btw I’m gonna write a letter for myself I’m ten years.. and open it and see how much have my life changed lol well that if I don’t die before then. Ah I feel like it’s gonna be boring and I’m gonna be a teacher. I hope not well goodnight anyways

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