Soul of a Wordsmith
Could It Be?
Last night I had a dream I was in love. Putting it that way feels like an understatement coz honestly my heart was beating with so much passion it felt alive, like it was it’s own entity.
I’ve been in love before, I’m in love now, but this was unlike nothing I’ve ever felt before. It’s just weird, I wasn’t feeling this way about you, the man I love.
Don’t get me wrong, you were in the dream, but I wasn’t in love with you. If anything, you were just a hindrance. I was never at peace when you were around me and I just wanted you to leave me alone.
It’s strange that while I’m awake and I am loving you, I’m never at peace. This continued in my dreams. That exact same unease I feel about you always, is what was in my dream and it revolved around you.
Has me wondering if my subconscious is telling me you’re a hindrance from the love I could actually be getting. The love I deserve.
. . . Even if that is the case, why do I find myself still holding onto you, like you’ll save me from drowning or something. It was you who pushed me in begin with.

