I think about that last one a lot. I’m rarely satisfied with anything for long, which is definitely one of my main driving forces in life. But taken to an extreme, that path leads to depression, or madness, or both. So far the best resolution I can come up with for the paradox is to try to compartmentalize; carry that dissatisfaction in my career and let it push me from behind, but allow myself to be content in my personal life. I find that pretty doable most of the time but in times of stress the compartments can bleed together, which takes conscious effort to counteract.