This first section was written in the immediate aftermath of my loss on January 7th, 2020, as I attempted to process what had just transpired: After a six month intensive training regimen, we come to the end of our story. As you can imagine, I’m incredibly disappointed. I feel like the guy in the documentary “Somm,” the one who tried the hardest and cared the most, but ended up not passing the test. Sometimes, hard…